Tuesday, September 30, 2014
A forever “we” will have

Meeting you was unannounced.

Getting to know you was unexpected.

Falling for you was unimaginable.

And loving you was every little bit of a surprise.

I still could not wrap my head around being with you. Knowing you picked me over her, even if what I initially told you was to leave me alone and just be with her, you picked me. You chose me.

And I guess, for me, that moment became the best decision you’ve ever made for both of us.

You gave “us” a chance to happen. You gave “us” a possibility.

Now, here we are,

A year had passed.

A year had passed since we’ve started the not-really-a-relationship-but-a relationship.

And together, we’ll make a forever which used to be just in dreams.

Together, we’ll prove forever exists.

I love you, oppa.

Tuesday, September 30, 2014
Tuesday, September 30, 2014
Wednesday, September 10, 2014
I seriously don’t know what to feel.

I wish I hadn’t known that side.

Wednesday, July 23, 2014
Been seeing..


Like WTH =_=

Wednesday, July 23, 2014
Tuesday, July 22, 2014
Finally going to write our love story :”>

But not today. :”)

TagaytayGetaway2014 :”>

Tuesday, July 22, 2014
I love you

Three simple words, combined together, can be very inspiring but also can be very misleading.

Though I am getting older, smarter, wiser each and every day, I’m still a little confused about these words. I have used Google, Tumblr, Twitter, opinions from various people and even insights of those I’m not close with just to know what it really means. Of course, wanting to know the real meaning behind these words does not make me a stupid person.

I’m not stupid. Nor unloved.

Because I’ve felt love. And in so many ways.

First: From God, I won’t be here if it weren’t for Him. He accepted me even though He knows all my worst sins and mistakes. And He never leaves me even in my darkest times.

Second: From both of my parents, they were the first ones to actually care for me. They taught me the basic things a kid has to learn, guide me in every possible way, and protected me from bad decisions.

Third, but not the last: From family (including siblings, and relatives), friends, classmates, they gave me support through all the things I have to face.

But the best love I’ve ever received is from the guy who didn’t create me, who didn’t have to stay when I’m feeling so dark, who accepted my worst sins and mistakes, who didn’t have to care for me when I was born, who didn’t have to teach me basic things to survive, support me, guide me or even protect me because I was not his responsibility to begin with. 

But he does, anyway.

He stays when I feel so empty, still accepts me after knowing my wrongdoings, cares for me more than how my parents care for me, teaches me things I need to know to survive this cruel world, supports me with whatever I want to do or happen, guides me to walk on a righteous path, and most of all, protects me - from bad decisions, treacherous people, disrespectful suitors, and even from myself.

Unfortunately, though I’ve felt love, I am still confused. There are still questions which bother my not-very-peaceful mind.

Why would someone love someone when it was not his/her responsibility? What would that someone get from loving someone?

I still think “I love you” can be very inspiring but also misleading. Inspiring, because knowing that someone loves you would make you want to live your life. Misleading, because it might come from someone who just wants to get something from someone.

Friday, July 11, 2014
Friday, July 11, 2014
Friday, July 11, 2014
Friday, July 11, 2014
.. from hurting.
Friday, July 11, 2014

Friday, July 11, 2014
Friday, July 11, 2014
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